139.

School sucks like hell.
WELL maybe not.
I know around me there are still friends who care for me.
Right, not many but handful.
I'm still grateful.
I know i don't have much friends like you do.
But the amount of friends i got I'm thankful.

At least there is someone who knows how I'm going through now I'm pleased.
PeachRedTea makes me (:
I'm going to stand up right.
Its only the beginning.
& its like I'm losing.
NO no NO.

Alright.
I'm going to bathe.
& head to Yew Tee for my PeachRedTea.



I KNOW, YOU KNOW

the worst part of life.

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE JUST WENT WRONG ?

ALRIGHT.
I WILL NOT REALLY ELABORATE HERE BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY HERE.
I CAN KEEP THE FEELING IN ME NO MORE.
I JUST FEEL SO .... NO WORDS COULD SAY HOW I FEEL.
MYC SONGS ARE MAKING ME SO EMO.

AHH I CAN'T CONTROL MY TEARS ANYMORE.
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I SHED A TEAR.
WELL NOT THAT LONG BUT EVER SINCE THEN I NEVER SHED A TEAR.
AS I WAS CHATTING ON THE MSN MOMENTS AGO.
HEMAN WAS ASKING ME HOW'S MY LIFE SO FAR.
ITS BEEN SOMETIME SINCE I'VE ASKED MYSELF HOW IS LIFE SO FAR?
YEAH SO I SAT AND THINK.
ASKED HIM WEHTER HE WANTED A WHITE LIE OR A LIE.
HE CHOSES LIE.
WELL, BASICALLY MY ANSWER WAS "I'M VERY HAPPY".
"I'M SUPER DUPERLY KNOW EVERY THING WHAT I'M DOING IN MY LIFE"
"I SMILING EVERY MOMENT'
HIS ANSWER WAS
{I GET IT} {STOP, ENOUGH LA..}

I CAN'T HELPP BUT SITTING AT MY CHAIR HERE AND CRY.
YEAH.
CRYBABY HUH?
I DON'T CARE.
LIFE IS BEEN VERY UNFAIR FOR YOU, AND SAME GOES TO ME TOO.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
enough.
i should not treat him like that anymore.
no more.
lets take a step back.
MYE is coming damn near.
i've not even touch my books.
my mind is just not in the mood.
maybe I'm just born stupid.
But i remember mum told me no one is stupid.
its the matter of yourself.
WHATEVER I'M RIGHT NOW. I GOT ONE NE TO BLAME BUT MYSELF.
I'm slowly adapting to life how it should be.
GOD, please give me the strength, thats what I need the most now.
God, do teach me how to be independent.
Oh god.
I think i die.

*had this convo with darling just now.
me: i want to die ah
darling: y urh?
me: i just feel like dying then later wake up .
darling: y??
me: MYE is near. i don't want to take it at all.So die now i don't have to take it then after exam i wake up back.*

well i wish i can do that.
well good night readers.
have a great rest.
i wish you al the best in life.



ilove/missyou,darling.

I was shock to see this picture in my file & i loike it (:





I need to vacuum my room badly so i clean up at the front of my door cause there is my comp box which is SUPER-DUPER big.
I felt so tired so i decided to use the comp.
I on the camera ha-ha there i am taking STUPID pictures of myself.
NOW my room is in a mess.
OMG i can hear my mom screaming better start clearing things up.
aha byes!



look at the background ! my MESSY BED !


JUMBO the elephant(:

THE SUN IS DOWN

SUNDAY is going to be over soon.
Well i managed to finish up biology but only ONE topic while i think people have finished TONS.
I felt so lazy to continue when my parents came back home.
AT first dad wanted to head to Kallang to watch motor race.
Then i did want to cause it was already raining.
So we went over the causeway.
HEad home earlier then usual as Danish haven't finish his HW and Mum has many things to do.

Dear Nadia,
Stop being crazy over MAPLE and start concentrating on your exams.
So what if dad don't allow you to use the comp.
Seriously at my point of view ITS YOUR OWN GOOD.
I know you are reading this well maybe not today but some other day.
WE are worried for you.!
damn, mom&dad really don't know what just good for you.


& i'm talking on the phone with [UNKNOWN]
HE's being super irritating saying the word CUTE !
&& with his oh-so-iratting-step-cute voice asking who am i chatting on MSN now but I"M BLOGGING.
"sape tu kat MSN?"
-'no one'
"SAPE TU! bilang la"
-'NO ONE'
"don't bluff la think i no comp?"
-'DO YOU HEAR THE ALERT SOUND ?'
"no?"
-'THEN ! !'
"orh okies."
DUMB !

He gone crazy. *rolleyes*

DAMN,
I just finish talking on the phone with [insert name here].
DAMN !!
HE is freaking SELFISH !
So far i met guys who are selfish, none of them are THAT selfish.
eee,
SO selfish that i can't have any anniversary with any friends.
SIAO NE NEH !!!
Thank god he is not my GUY !
Ha, his next girlfriend is going to suffer !
Hmph, wait until i find out who is his next girl then i go warn her.
WAIT !
Should i warn or not?
Maybe, as a friend i should.
HAHAHA.

& thinking of [insert name here] makes my blood boils.
EEEE..
cause more pimples to come only.
BODOH NYE JANTAN.

8:33PM

Its friday and i longed started my weekend.
Its only how many more days till exam start.
I think about 20 more days.
& here i am slacking instead of studying.
Seems like I'm just still not in the mood to study yet which is HORRIBLE.

Like i said at my pervious post.
ORANG MAKIN PANDAI.
AKU JE MAKIN BODOH.

I was cleaning my cupboard in the afternoon.
I saw a few photo albums and in it have pictures of my sibling & my pictures when we were much younger.

Show nadia the pictures and this was what she said to me "EEE !! Last time i so no taste one."
HAHA.
Nadia,Nadia.

Ramdom shit

I just finish playing the camera with Nadira.
(:
We had great fun laughing.
Alrights.










I know how to take screen shot form OS already.
(:
My msn also can webcam.
(:
HAHA

BEST NYE

First time ever.

Hello there..
Its 4.01PM and i've not taken my bath yet.
EWW. yes EWW !
lets post in malay.!

Apa kabar?
Saya sungua happy.
Besok saya sudah boleh balek sekola.
Pasal saya takde itu disease .
Disease itu adalah HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE.
haha.
Bodoh pune ulcer dan itu bintek merah.
Buat saya dan mak saya dan kawan-kawan ku suspend aje.
Penah dengar tak "it's better to be safe then SORRY."
hehe

Exam dah nak start saya revision pon belom start.
Ape nak jadi.
Orang pergi sekola saya kat umah tido.
Orang belajar saya main computer.
Orang makin pandai, saya makin bodoh.
Bagos.

Saya tak suke exam ah.
Macam merepek gitu.
If tak ya exam ni sumer kan bagos.
Hari Hari no worry.
Hari Hari boleh hurray-hurray.
Tak tahu lah yang buat ni EXAM thingy.
Manyusah kan diri aku je.
Bodoh pune ORANG.

Okay aku dah nk start merepek lagi.
Saya tak boleh bubual malayu.
Saya mesti tulis cina.
I think kan, saya pune MYE for cina akan FAIL.
Fail rabak rabak pune.
Dalam class tk belaja.
Listen to MP3 bebual ngn Lynn&Shawn dan kawan kawan lain.
Kacau Cikgu, buat die marah.
Ish rabak ne.
Ni tk boleh jadi ni.

Okay the last post kan saya cakap saya ada WONDERFUL gift kan?
Awak guess apa itu.
Okay lah saya give clue.
The thing is white in colour.
haha.
Saya nak mandi dan start my revision.
Maybe kan saya MESTI stop main computer cause computer is too addictive.
Maybe i should be on haitus.
hais.
MCM MCM ah.

Oh, no school tomorrow(;

HELLO there !
I think i really have the disease.
WHICH IS BAD !
I'm going to miss many lessons, I'm going to miss all my friends in school.
I'm going to miss the food too.
Then i'll miss walking to school alone listening o my ipod or maybe my hand-phone.
Oh talking about hand-phone , the number of crimes in school is rising espically lost of handphones.
The school is not a safe place anymore, no more.
Anyone could be the victim.
ANYONE.
Just now after i left school, Lynn called and said she losted her handphone.
Well, she don't have any supect at the moment but sooner or later its going to get worst and we might even know who is the one who stole her phone.
She losted her whole wallet which has her ipod,earpiece and her and handphone then after recess she found her ipod with her earpiecce in her bag.
The THIEF actually just wanted the phone cause with the ipod he/she cannot sell unlike a phone you could sell it.
Oh what a friend the THEIF is, WHAT A FRIEND !


alright ENOUGH !
I went to funan just now.
AND i got a WONDEFUL GIFT !
(:

I shall continue tomorrow with pictures too.

NIghts.

The Journey

HELLO there !
OH BOOS !
I'm suspecting that I'm having Hand Foot Mouth Disease


NO I DON'T LIKE IT ALREADY !
i don't want to get it.
I want to go to school i got many things to settle & its like I'm running away from it !
damn..
On Wednesday i want to watch the regent idol !
Ass to the hole looks like its a 10 days stay at home for me.
Boring sey.
UNLESS !
DADDY BUY ME A COMPUTER FOR ME TODAY !
HEEHAW..
THEN the world wont be so boring.
(:

Went to JB yesterday.
the weather was so so and i manage to capyure only few.
Pictures will be at the bottom of the post and i want to go SIM LIM later.
With parents and aunt and cousin.
(:
BYE !

I'm lazy to post already.
hahaha.

Pictures is love

Went out with parents during the weekends along the way i took those pictures below.
Sorry for the very lousy picture cause its taken with my phone Camera and its only 1.3mp & taken IN the car not outside..
double boos

There are many many of the pictures but only few turn out nice.
The others are either too blur or too dark or UGLY.

Where is this place ah?
i forgotten

okies i gtg its almost 5 and its pouring outside which makes me want to sleep which i cannot do so.
I must clean up my place before sleeping.
NO I CANNOT SLEEP.
Oh god why do i love to slack?
Ahh help me and take away my lazyness.
This can't carry on.
>:(

DEAD XP

I think i will not blog.
No maybe i will but until i get my new comp.
I shall not buy anymore laptop cause i think it's useless you do bring it around.
and the storage space is pathetic.VERY PATHETIC.

So yeah i would be getting another MAC maybe a iMAC.
I can't stand windows cause i'm not used to it.

Okay i really have no mood to blog.
When my laptop is dead so is my blog.
So yeah wait till dad buy me a new then i shall feel more alive.

But still as time goes by i feel like blogging i shall blog.

:P


BYE so long and good bye

KID TALKS

Oh yes its 2 and I've reached home.
Well, suppose to wait for Nabil but lazy so head home first.
So here i am blogging.
Oh yes i missed yesterday's blogging cause i was tired yeah damn tired.
VERY.
Okay i'll blog later cause i yet to edit the pictures and i want to go my cousin house too transfer stuff. yeah yeah.

OKAY bye i want to go ready nadia i buuging me.
ahhh
BYE!

Its Tuesday.

Hello Mello
Well this morning while bathing, suddenly my light of the bathroom went off.
At first i thought the Bud has fused.
Then i shouted at my mom and she said, not only you La the whole house black out.
So yea bathe in the dark straining my eyes to see my reflection.
Horrible thing is the water heater is the one causing the black out.
BOO !
Whole in my life i always bathe with a water heater and now bathing with old water, i cannot imagine.
Well, just got to get use to it before mum change a new one or do something about it.

Stayed back after school to do my English mock exam.
Yeah extra time was needed.
The paper is a KILLER especially the passage B.
WHATEVR la.
Cross my fingers and hope i pass.

Oh yes! tomorrow SPORTS DAY.!
No maybe no yeah i hope it wont be like last year so horrible.
Oh, all the best to the runners(;


DAMN LOOK AT THE TIME !
I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME !
AHHHHH...
bye bye

All My Life

Double boos.
My laptop is so dead.
YES DEAD.
All my pictures and whatever is it.
I don't care much bout the songs cause it can be downloaded again right?
Ah my pictures..
My wonderful memories.
Well maybe i sill can get them back but.
NOW I CANT Which i don't know why.

Oh well, time for a new one i guess.
Still thinking should i get the Mac one or Windows.
Damn maybe mac cause they are much cooler then my current ibook.
And yeah who cares !
Or should i get the Imac they are much cooler!

Now Nadia got the HFMD !
and which the doctor said o me that I'm unlikely to get it.
Oh the doctor's word i can't trust.

Alright.
Now i feel so lazy oh yes i just remembered that on wednesday there would be sports day.
I really hope the day won't be like last year.
HORRIBLE.

so long for now to you my friends(:

whisper,hello

Its Saturday but it seems like Sunday.
Well maybe because of yesterday's public holiday.
I watched the movie The Break Up and its so boring.
I want to watch John Tucker Must Die but somehow the movie dont have sound.
Its okay.

I'm half way cleaning my room and i found many dresses i used to use.
I had my Hot Pancake tooo.(:

Okay i shall blog later, i'm having flu and its KILLING me.
I going to pop the cold pills and.. i had a stupid dream last night.
Damn STUPID.

Its Good FRIDAY.

yeah !
Its a record, well maybe i've watch more but i've forgotten so yeah, i finish watching another movie from channel 5 well maybe you all also watched the show and i kinda like the show.
OKay enough of movies.
I something to share with you all,i got it from a person's website but i forgotten who.

SCORPIO - The Sex Addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

LIBRA - The Lame Lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and Sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna FUCK with... u might end up crying....the most irresistible.

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to FUCK with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

AQUARIUS - Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

GEMINI - Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the FUCK out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.

LEO - The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high SEX appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Piece of Ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to sleep. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to FUCK with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS - The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end up crying.

VIRGO - The Virgin
Dominant in relationships . Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

Okay i want to go talk with my friend.
bye,&
goonight(:

iknownothing

Hello there(:
I'm so happy.
I just finish watching Eragon and before that i watched She's The Man & last night before sleeping i watched The Devil Wears Prada.
So cool.
I'm going to take more movies from my cousins!
Damn..
Half of my day is gone, i miss the MD's breakfast cause i woke up at 11 today.
Well, i shall wake up earlier tomorrow and have pancakes..
I miss my friend very much.
YES verymuch..

Oh well, i got to bathe i'm going out after this.

Princess ^^

now i know why some of my friends go gaga over him.